January 10, 2011 After everything's that happened. I look back and wonder whether I meant anything to you, whether you meant to keep the promise that you made to me when you persuaded me to get back together with you ; when I had my doubts. I don't like how it was all kept low key. Somehow I wish I could turn back time. But it turned out the way it did and I know I did my best to try and make it all work out. I've no regrets. You gave up on us and I had to wake up and face reality after 7years of being a part your world. Guess this is not the time for finger pointing anyway.
Everyone around me is curious how I can cope, but I guess life's like this. Gotta move on. I thought about what would happen with you gone and I prepared myself for it. Guess that's how I kept my sanity.
Met a new person and he's let me step into his world. I hope it'll all work out fine. 100111.